I'll put up another journal entry, even though I probably won't be on again for another 6 months.

Hmmm, what is new with me? A LOT. I had this plan...of how my life was going to go down. And things have happened that's making me form another plan, a crappier plan. BUT it will be fine in the end, actually more than fine, things will be AMAZING. I can do this. I can.

That probably confused most of you [Actually I'm pretty sure NO ONE is going to be reading this, so it doesn' matter]. I've been job searching like crazy [I'm filling out a job application for US Bank as we speak, or type whatever]. I NEED A JOB OR I'M SCREWED. If I don't get a job, then my plan will change again, and it will not be pretty. SO I have to find a job. I know eventually I will get one, but this is so freaking stressful and annoying. I just need to calm down and be positive, and keep trying.

On a lighter note, I get to see an amazing person in about a month, hopefully. I really need this person right now. They have made my life better [even though, I'm sure they would disagree, but there is not denying it, they have]. My life use to suck when they weren't in my life anymore. My life has gotten so much better and meaningful now that I have them back. This person is who pushes me to keep trying and not give up.

Ok, yeah that's enough for the next 6 months. Lata playas!